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Feed Your Soul :: { Day 5 } When You Can’t Fall Apart (Grace For The Good Girl Book Giveaway)

By Bonnie Gray • October 5, 2011 • 105 Comments

“‘Weak’ is not a four-letter bad word. Hiding behind a mask of strength and responsibility is a lonely place to live.” ~ Emily P. Freeman in Grace For The Good Girl

I think I was born a good girl.

Some might say it’s because I was the oldest child in a single parent family.  I can’t say I’d disagree.

There comes a time we fall into the hands of an imperfect life on this side of heaven. Everyone has different ways of dealing with fear and rejection.

Me, I chose to be a good girl.  I was the strong one.  I was the responsible one.  Taking care of everyone around me.

I did it, not to be a martyr.

I just wanted to feel safe.  I didn’t want anything bad to happen.

But, we can’t always be happy and function without need.

We all  —

— fall down.

— break.

— taste loneliness.

And that’s when I would tell myself, I can’t fall apart.

What Was Missing

What was missing in my vocabulary wasn’t the word grace.

I held onto it for dear life. It was the one word that kept me safe in God’s hands.

But, I didn’t understand grace beyond safety.

And so, I managed life, managed myself, and hid my emotions.

When you don’t allow yourself to fall apart, something slowly happens.  Your heart becomes sensitized to your inadequacies and the fear of people not liking you.

You stop taking risks.  Your world becomes smaller and dreams become a distant memory.

If you’re at a place where you are feeling that fear of falling apart — I am reaching out to let you know what my friend and author Emily tells me —

There is grace for us good girls.

Grace The Good Girl

My friend, Emily Freeman of Chatting At The Sky, has authored a book that has just released called “Grace For the Good Girl: Letting Go of the Try-Hard Life”.

Emily’s book is bold and beautiful.

Emily talks about things you don’t usually hear good girls openly share:  hiding, fears, loneliness, anxiety, worry, and emptiness.

Emily does this because she’s savored grace for her soul that has comes from truth-spilling beauty out of brokenness and joy blooming out of struggles.

“I believe women need to talk about the ways we hide, the longing to be known, the fear in the knowing.

Beyond that, I believe in the life-giving power of story, in the beauty of vulnerability, and in the strength that is found in weakness.” ~ Emily Freeman in Grace for the Good Girl

Emily and I – hearts happy having savored time together, swapping stories of grace.

Every chapter unfolds a new way to come out of hiding and Emily does it by sharing her story, along with the stories of women close to her.

This is a book that will open deep conversations with girlfriends you’ve known well and bond you with the new ones you’ve just met.

Let me end our coffee time today by sharing a quote from the chapter that brought me a soul-filling reminder.

Emily’s words from chapter seven “Can’t Fall Apart”:

“As a good girl, I have a hard time… especially if it means I don’t have it all together.  The truth is, admitting weakness is the very doorway the Lord uses to lead the tired good girl to a place of rest.”

We don’t have to have. it. all. together.

We can fall apart.

Jesus welcome us in that very moment — to come and fall apart in Him.


Then Jesus said,
“Come to me,
all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens,
and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28

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Are you a longing to be known?

How is God calling you to come out of hiding?

Pull up a chair. I love company and enjoy hearing your thoughts. Click to share a comment.

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Visit Emily

Her Blog: Chatting At The Sky

Her Book: Emily’s book Grace For Good Girls is available now on Amazon.

Online: Via Facebook or Twitter.

Emily and her sister Nester inspired a community of 31 Day blog series out here in the blogosphere!  Join Emily in her series — 31 Days to Change The World.

Emily Freeman and her husband live with their twin girls and son in North Carolina.

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** Grace For The Good Girl Book Giveaway **

Today, Emily’s publisher, Baker Publishing Group, has graciously offered to giveaway the a copy of Grace For the Good Girl to TWO WINNERS randomly selected here at Faith Barista (yay!).

To Enter:

1. Share a comment or blog post by Midnight Wed 10/12/11.

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{ Day 2 } :: Dare To Sleep

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{ Day 4 } :: Stop & Enjoy

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105 Comments

  • Reply Jill October 5, 2011 at 3:36 am

    This looks like a great book. Way to go Emily!

  • Reply Jill October 5, 2011 at 3:37 am

    I am already a subscriber of Faith Barista. I love your Blog and I’m loving the 31 days!

  • Reply Sophia deLonghi October 5, 2011 at 3:52 am

    Love this book. Have it on kindle and would love to win a copy to give my daughters. Great insights and honesty that hit right to the heart.

  • Reply Helen October 5, 2011 at 4:24 am

    I am reading this wonderful book now and learning so much from it! I am so glad for the things I am learning now from this book (it is never too late!).
    Favorite concept so far: is we can record events that happen to us but interpret them in ways that are damaging to our soul (What Emily calls the ‘good recorder/bad interpretor’)

    Helen 🙂

  • Reply Lisa Marie October 5, 2011 at 4:40 am

    I think that is so important that we allow ourselves to fall apart. When we open ourselves up and quit hiding behind the mask of “fine” we are truly able to receive the grace that God has placed all around us. I hate to think of the opportunities and blessings I have missed by saying I was “fine” when I was anything but that.

  • Reply Rhondi October 5, 2011 at 4:42 am

    I am really enjoying your 31 days to feed your soul. I can identify with being a good girl too, first born etc. and want to read that book. Thank you for the giveaway. I am already a folllower!

  • Reply Lisa Marie October 5, 2011 at 4:42 am

    I already subscribe to and LOVE Faith Barista, it goes down smooth in the morning with my coffee before work. I don’t like to start the day without it!

  • Reply Julie October 5, 2011 at 4:44 am

    God IS calling me to come out of hiding. And I seem to be a slow crawler. Hiding has been my best and most effective weapon since childhood, and I learned the art of hiding and of being invisible a little too well. He is so generous and gentle and good, to not leave me where I think it’s safe. It’s pretty dark, to look back and see where I came from…and equally bright and beautiful to look up and see where He is taking me. This is all pretty scary, but I am not letting go of His hand. Not this time….

  • Reply Lisa Marie October 5, 2011 at 4:45 am

    I shared your post on Facebook!

  • Reply Heidi October 5, 2011 at 4:46 am

    I’d love to read this! Looks so helpful!

  • Reply Heidi October 5, 2011 at 4:47 am

    I’m already subscribed to your blog – it’s a breath of fresh air for each new day.:)

  • Reply Mary M. October 5, 2011 at 5:11 am

    Bonnie,
    I’m enjoying this Feeding the Soul series so much. Thank you for giving me food for thought and brightening my day! – I’ve shared several of the previous blogs with friends.

  • Reply Mary M. October 5, 2011 at 5:12 am

    I liked your Facebook page and posted a link to your blog on my wall inviting my friends to stop by and feed their souls.

  • Reply Christina Burrell October 5, 2011 at 5:17 am

    I am a Good Girl who desperately needs to accept Gods Grace…would love to win this book.

  • Reply Christina Burrell October 5, 2011 at 5:18 am

    Faith Barista subscriber

  • Reply Elaine October 5, 2011 at 5:24 am

    Bonnie, your words speak me, “I just wanted to feel safe. I didn’t want anything bad to happen.” That’s it! I have no memory of conscious choice of this role, but it became mine at an early age, and clings tighter still.
    I see I need to read Emily’s book.
    I am a subscriber, Bonnie.

  • Reply Jules October 5, 2011 at 5:40 am

    Morning Bonnie! I’m so blessed to have stumbled upon this entry on my Twitter timeline; and I’ve been sure to share this entry.

    Truly, I have had a lifetime of being “the good girl.” I pride myself on my nearly impossible perfectionism, and sadly do not allow myself to rely on the grace of God. I’ve often viewed my perfectionism as the only true way to honor a God who I often perceive as demanding instead of loving. What a distortion?

    I pray that some day soon I can fully understand and appreciate the love of God. I recognize that I’m not “doing it myself,” but it’s hard to change lifelong behaviors.

    Thank you for your post!

  • Reply Leona October 5, 2011 at 5:43 am

    This book sounds so inspiring. I am exhausted trying to have it “all” together and be responsible for the happiness of those around me. Life is making me exhausted and feeling much older than my years. Can’t wait to read this new book. I have already subscribed to faith barista and love it!

  • Reply Tracy October 5, 2011 at 5:52 am

    EVERY word you (and Emily) have written in this post resonates with me. I feel as if the Lord is now calling me out of hiding and into His amazing truth and grace. For real!!! I would love to read Emily’s book. I glean so much from her writings on her blog. Thanks for the opportunity to win!!

  • Reply Lisa notes... October 5, 2011 at 6:02 am

    I think I did miss out on the concept of grace as a child. I definitely felt loved by both my family and by God, but it wasn’t based on grace, per se. (As I remember as a child anyway!).

    It took adulthood for me to discover grace. I’ve been delighted ever since, even though it’s still hard for me to believe sometimes. Is it too good to be true? No! Thank God.

  • Reply Amy Hunt October 5, 2011 at 6:03 am

    I love what you said here: “When you don’t allow yourself to fall apart, something slowly happens. Your heart becomes sensitized to your inadequacies and the fear of people not liking you.”

    You’re so right, and Emily’s book is so important for many of us. I so much appreciated walking alongside her through her book writing journey on Grace.

    (I’m now officially a subscriber of your blog instead of just popping by every now and then…and I also shared on facebook.) We have a “no buy” policy with books right now in our household, and so it’d be just wonderful to win a copy…I promise I’d pass it along to a friend!

  • Reply Jennifer October 5, 2011 at 6:30 am

    “I believe women need to talk about the ways we hide, the longing to be known, the fear in the knowing. Beyond that, I believe in the life-giving power of story, in the beauty of vulnerability, and in the strength that is found in weakness.” ~ Emily Freeman in Grace for the Good Girl

    —It scares me so bad! In grace, I’m coming to Him asking Him to pry my hands from the reigns of “control”.

  • Reply Diane Yuhas October 5, 2011 at 7:02 am

    Sounds like an awesome book. I’d love to win a copy. Bonnie, this series you’re writing has been so encouraging. Thanks!

  • Reply Julie Sunne October 5, 2011 at 7:04 am

    Grace is so often confused with mercy. Or as just a lifeline as you allude to, Bonnie. It is so difficult to understand because this concept is part of the mystery of God Himself. I’m not sure humans can fully “get” it, but we can accept the fullness of what it means for us: release from judgment and condemnation, being free to make mistakes and take risks, the freedom to fully embrace our sufferings as opportunities to become more Christlike and reflect the glory of God, salvation despite our failings!
    Continue serving up food for our souls! We’re not full yet!

  • Reply Julie Sunne October 5, 2011 at 7:05 am

    Already a subscriber and enjoying the aroma!

  • Reply Julie Sunne October 5, 2011 at 7:07 am

    Gladly shared on Facebook!

  • Reply April October 5, 2011 at 7:10 am

    This looks like an interesting book. I am technically the middle child, but am more so the oldest as my older sibling moved out when I was 10. I am by no means a good girl int eh sense that I have screwed up quite a few times, however, I am the good girl in the sense that I have always wanted to be liked and to please others and I spent most of my life hiding my feelings and emotions and always feel like I can’t fall apart because I’m too busy, too much to do, too many people to rely on, etc.

  • Reply Caitlin October 5, 2011 at 7:35 am

    Ah! Thank you for this post! I am totally that tired good girl. God has been working on that area of my life for the past 2 years, and it’s still gruelling. I’m excited for the day I walk in freedom! Right now it’s scary and exhausting. It’s good to know I’m not alone 🙂

  • Reply PJ October 5, 2011 at 7:35 am

    Ah, sometimes I think you writers are really just angels with pens, so close are you to my own heart today. I think I need to find this book . . .And I will definitely need to keep following Bonnie and Emily. Thank you.

  • Reply Chris Arthur October 5, 2011 at 7:40 am

    Hi Faith. I am next to the oldest in a family of 10 so I was used to hearing my Mom and Dad say, you’re the oldest so I had a lot of chores to do because of that. I was a “good” girl as well. I alway excelled in school. I loved it and tried my hardest to get good grades. I was very shy so blushed a lot especially when called upon at school. I have grown out of that, thank goodness. I still try to do my best and I instilled that in my children. I always told them to do their best. That’s all I would expect of them and they are all doing wonderful and are great spouses and wonderful parents. I am divorced and have been for about 4 years. I was married for 33 years to an unbeliever, a mental abuser and a drinker. It was not a pleasant marriage all the time but it was time to move on. I am waiting on the Lord to bring that special someone into my life and I must admit I want to meet him now BUT I must wait on the Lord to bring him to me. I am just finding out who I am and I still am trying to find that out so I wait upon the Lord a lot not patiently at all times but I do try. Anyway, have a great God filled day. Love Chris

  • Reply Rachel October 5, 2011 at 8:00 am

    I have heard so many good things about this book, and I would love to have the opportunity to read it. Thanks for hosting this giveaway.

    My name is Rachel, and I’m a good girl.

  • Reply Jessica Olivares October 5, 2011 at 8:03 am

    Thank you for sharing Bonnie 🙂 ! I’ve to say that I felt identified with your post, I’m also “the good girl” and most of the time I try to keep everything together so it’s hard for me to fall apart, I don’t like being sad, sick, depressed, is like I just have to get back on track, be happy right away… but I’m learning that even when things don’t go the way I wanted or expected I just have to keep on going, keep on trusting God and His goodness and to received His grace everyday. This Bible verse have been my lifeguard for those times when things don’t go so well, so I quickly think and meditate about it and get to feel His peace: “We are assured and know that [[a]God being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love God and are called according to [His] design and purpose.” Romans 8:28

  • Reply Nikole Hahn October 5, 2011 at 8:14 am

    I can’t even relate to being a good girl. I was a child in a single parent situation with an angry parent. I hid in my stories and was truly lost and alone. That’s how I felt. If not for my “sister,” a cousin I was close to, I think my life would have gone in a different direction than where I am now.

    I’ve always liked Emily’s blog. Very nice. Her photographs are amazing.

  • Reply Abby October 5, 2011 at 8:15 am

    Thanks so much for sharing. I’ve have wanted to read this book since I saw it shared on another blog. It really sounds like it will hit close to home for me, as someone who has grown up with the good girls have it all together mentality.

  • Reply Lannette Ring October 5, 2011 at 8:15 am

    This looks like an amazing book and I would love to win a copy. I am loving the 31 days to feed your soul journey, thank you thank you for all of the encouragement.

  • Reply Lannette Ring October 5, 2011 at 8:16 am

    I subscribe to your blog and am a fan on facebook!

  • Reply Lannette Ring October 5, 2011 at 8:17 am

    Just shared this post on facebook. 🙂

  • Reply Bekka October 5, 2011 at 8:35 am

    So incredibly bang on this morning. Thank you.

  • Reply Bekka October 5, 2011 at 8:35 am

    Also, I am a subscriber to your blog 🙂

  • Reply Debbie October 5, 2011 at 8:47 am

    I have been wanting to read this book!

  • Reply Bev McDougal October 5, 2011 at 8:47 am

    There’s a part of falling apart-a fear of being crushed and tossed away, but there is also the part of finding the peices and rebuilding something stronger and more beautiful in God’s loving and creative hands. Time to be the pieces in God’s hands.

  • Reply Debbie October 5, 2011 at 8:47 am

    I already subscribe to your blog.

  • Reply Debbie October 5, 2011 at 8:49 am

    I shared your post on FB.

  • Reply Patricia October 5, 2011 at 9:30 am

    This is exactly what I needed to read today!

  • Reply Patricia October 5, 2011 at 9:31 am

    Oh & I already subscribe to Faith Barrista! 🙂

  • Reply Lynn October 5, 2011 at 10:03 am

    I’m enjoying this 31 days to feed your soul! Thanks for doing it. I have enjoyed your blog for a while now and look forward to reading it. I’m definitely a good girl and need God’s grace every day. It is a good reminder that He welcomes us when we fall apart and doesn’t condemn!

  • Reply Sara October 5, 2011 at 10:33 am

    As the eldest of five I’ve always had to be good, patient ,kind. Accepting is the word I think most of when I describe my childhood. Emily’s book seems something I would enjoy, benefit, learn from. Xx

  • Reply irene October 5, 2011 at 10:45 am

    Wow this ‘good girl’ description resonate with me so deeply- all the hiding.. fears.. inadequacies.. thanks Bonnie for your refreshing encouragment!

  • Reply angela October 5, 2011 at 10:51 am

    The first time I saw the book making the rounds, it hit me… I need this book… It’s like it is calling my name! Grace is what gets me by, it is my thread I hold onto.

  • Reply angela October 5, 2011 at 10:51 am

    I get your daily emails!

  • Reply Erin h October 5, 2011 at 11:04 am

    Long time good girl, first time reader 🙂 I would love to read this book! Thanks for the chance to win it.

  • Reply Katie October 5, 2011 at 12:08 pm

    Your words, “I just want to feel safe” speak deep to my heart. I have so done that my friend, not wanting to fall apart and cry. I put up walls and barriers to keep people from seeing me fall apart.

    I do it better now than before, but still struggle with allowing myself to FEEL and show my emotions to others. The loving arms of God are the best place to feel safe and let it all out, but I so often forget.

    Thank you friend!!!!

  • Reply Caroline October 5, 2011 at 12:30 pm

    Emily’s writing carries such beauty. I’ve been wanting to read this book since I heard about it. I’m terrible at giving myself grace, and there are days where I only see my inadequacies. Grace is truly the most beautiful I know. It comes from God’s love and in it is carried everything else.

    Thank you and Emily for this kind opportunity!

  • Reply Caroline October 5, 2011 at 12:32 pm

    I tweeted about this post and giveaway here: http://twitter.com/#!/Keep_Tha_Faith/statuses/121668802726473729

  • Reply Lorie October 5, 2011 at 1:12 pm

    Such a good idea Bonnie! I really need to feed my soul right now. I am entering a new stage of my life and it’s scary! But I know God has my best interest at heart. With God, not to grow is not an option!

  • Reply Melinda Lancaster October 5, 2011 at 1:22 pm

    I can so relate to this post, Bonnie. It seems like I say that every single time that I stop by to read. We’ve got a lot in common, and if I were to wager I guess, I think that many of the women that I deal with in ministry and life would relate to it, too.

    Emily’s book is one that I definitely would like to read. More than anything, I want/need to experience this type of grace.

    God bless you!

  • Reply Melinda Lancaster October 5, 2011 at 1:23 pm

    I shared this post on FB.

  • Reply Melinda Lancaster October 5, 2011 at 1:24 pm

    And yes, I tweeted this post. How could I not? 🙂

  • Reply Stephanie Hanes October 5, 2011 at 1:52 pm

    I love these words: “We don’t have to have. it. all. together. We can fall apart. Jesus welcome us in that very moment — to come and fall apart in Him.” Oh, these words are so freeing and so healing. When I finally realized it was okay to say I’m NOT okay and to ask for help, THAT is when healing began…and He is the ultimate healer. 🙂

  • Reply Wanda October 5, 2011 at 2:00 pm

    Sounds like a book I should definitely put on my TBR list. “Good Girl” defines so adequately what I’ve always aimed to be.

  • Reply Marina Bromley October 5, 2011 at 3:40 pm

    Although I am not a good girl by nature, one of my daughters is! I’m excited to see a book written for her, and look forward to reading it and discussing it with her…well…she’s grown, and married, and capable of reading it on her own…but…well..you understand what I’m suggesting…don’t you? 🙂
    Thanks for another great resource, Bonnie!

    Marina
    http://marinaskitchentable.blogspot.com

  • Reply Melinda McCray October 5, 2011 at 4:21 pm

    I shared on Facebook!

  • Reply Melinda McCray October 5, 2011 at 4:25 pm

    I can’t wait to get a copy of this book. This is the second post I have read about it. I think I am being directed. This afternoon I was on the way to the Dr., and I told the Lord to be the strength in my weakness because I feel like giving up. I won’t, but I feel like it. We all have those days. I just accepted the presidency of our Women’s Fellowship & Ministry at church. I know so many women at our church would benefit from knowing that you can’t give away grace if you don’t have it to give! We have to receive what God has given us before we can give it away. Don’t you think so? Or else it would be like trying to give someone a million and you only have five bucks, right?

  • Reply Darlene October 5, 2011 at 4:57 pm

    I subscribe to you and I’m so glad that I do.

  • Reply Darlene October 5, 2011 at 4:59 pm

    Grace. I don’t know grace. I know about grace. I don’t truly extend grace. I give out something that may look like grace, but I’m not sure that it really is.

  • Reply shana October 5, 2011 at 6:31 pm

    looks like i book i should read.
    thanks,
    shana

  • Reply shana October 5, 2011 at 6:32 pm

    i’m a subscriber.
    thanks!
    blessings,
    shana

  • Reply Karen October 5, 2011 at 7:11 pm

    I need to read this book. I do believe I can’t fall apart so I deeply need to see more of God’s grace.

  • Reply Karen October 5, 2011 at 7:12 pm

    Email subscriber

  • Reply Elsie October 5, 2011 at 7:56 pm

    hi, i am new to your site! got to know it through Revelife’s:Leave Room For Grace and Find Your True Voice. I love it sooo much and you opened my thoughts and feelings about GRACE of GOD. thank God and thank you so much. =) i dont know much about it so yes i would love to have this book. God bless you. Hugs

  • Reply Sue Smolik October 5, 2011 at 8:11 pm

    Very motivating.

  • Reply Jenn Calling Home October 5, 2011 at 8:16 pm

    Hi! I’ve missed your blog! Mine had to be put to sleep (for now) and I lost all my RSS feeds. Glad to see your new series. Blessings!

  • Reply Jenn Calling Home October 5, 2011 at 8:16 pm

    I’ve subscribed again!

  • Reply Jenn Calling Home October 5, 2011 at 8:22 pm

    Just tweeted!

  • Reply Amanda October 5, 2011 at 10:47 pm

    “Me, I chose to be a good girl. I was the strong one. I was the responsible one. Taking care of everyone around me. I did it, not to be a martyr. I just wanted to feel safe. I didn’t want anything bad to happen.”

    You just described my LIFE. I’ve been seeing so many wonderful posts about this book, I just have to read it 🙂

  • Reply Amanda October 5, 2011 at 10:48 pm

    oh, and I subscribe through Google Reader 🙂

  • Reply Ceste October 6, 2011 at 3:37 am

    always touched by Emily’s writing

  • Reply Ceste October 6, 2011 at 3:37 am

    subscribed

  • Reply Ceste October 6, 2011 at 3:38 am

    shared to fb

  • Reply Ginger October 6, 2011 at 7:48 am

    This book is a shout out to all of us with the subtle voice and gentleness of the Holy Spirit.

  • Reply Ginger October 6, 2011 at 7:52 am

    I like you on FB.

  • Reply Ginger October 6, 2011 at 7:53 am

    I subscribe and I am sharing this post.

  • Reply Tina October 6, 2011 at 8:47 am

    Hello Faith,
    This book looks really good and what a right now word too!! Looking forward to reading it!! As others have said I am enjoying the 31 days and anticipate the next post!! Thank you for your service to the BODY and to the LORD!!! Have a blessed day and rest of the week!
    Tina

  • Reply Irma October 6, 2011 at 8:59 pm

    These words really spoke to me especially when it says that we don’t always have to be in control of everything. We CAN fall apart and be refreshed by Him who loves us.
    Would love to get a copy of this book!

  • Reply Zoe_Selah October 7, 2011 at 1:41 am

    This post reminded me somehow of myself. I just wanted to know and to be known, a friend to talk to about life, its trials, God’s grace and perhaps a friend to pray with. I found out that the One that I really need was with me all along. Praise the Lord!

  • Reply Michelle G October 7, 2011 at 5:56 am

    I really love your blog. And I’m also enjoying your new posts in the 31 day series.

  • Reply Michelle G October 7, 2011 at 5:57 am

    I subscribe to your blog.

  • Reply Michelle G October 7, 2011 at 5:59 am

    I also posted/shared this post on FB.

  • Reply Wendy October 7, 2011 at 2:05 pm

    Thank you for hosting the giveaway. Being a good girl definitely resonates with me.

  • Reply Wendy October 7, 2011 at 2:05 pm

    Already subscribed to Faith Barista.

  • Reply Moe' October 7, 2011 at 4:16 pm

    I told my friends about this book and your site. we are going to read it together after the holidays. thanks!

  • Reply Kaatrina October 7, 2011 at 5:59 pm

    I really want this book and I’d love to win the giveaway 🙂

  • Reply Kaatrina October 7, 2011 at 5:59 pm

    and i’m subscribed to you on googlereader 🙂

  • Reply Devotion Mama October 8, 2011 at 11:16 pm

    This is on my to buy / to read list!

  • Reply Kimmy Davis October 10, 2011 at 10:04 pm

    This past summer, I read “I Thought It Was Just Me, But It Isn’t”, a book about perfectionism and this drive women like me have to ALWAYS have this “perfect face” out for the world to see, when inside we are so ashamed of feeling imperfect that it ruins all the joy in our lives. I highly recommend it!

    Feeling the pressure to be “a good girl” is something I’ve felt my entire life. As a child of divorce in the early 80s, one of a generation of “latch-key kids,” I grew up torn between being perfect for mom, being perfect for dad, being perfect at school, and failing miserably at all of it. I didn’t realize then that my parents problems, the cause of their divorce and the ensuing acrimony, was about them and their relationship, and had nothing to do with me. Only as an adult, and being a parent has given me further insight, can I see how much of my childhood I wasted trying to be what no one BUT me expected: the perfect daughter, girl, student, sister, friend.

    I so wish I could go back in time and hug that little girl, and let her know that she’s free to play, to get messy, to laugh too loud with friends and to make mistakes. God’s Perfect Sacrifice had already been made, I didn’t need to fulfill that role within my family.

    I’m very much enjoying your 31-day series, and I’ll be looking for Ms. Freeman’s book. Thank you for this outlet as well, I’m surprised at these emotions–I didn’t realize that I still felt this way.

  • Reply Kimmy Davis October 11, 2011 at 2:18 am

    I’m also a new subscriber, I found you through the “31 days” list and I know my Soul needs some attention. I wrote about my unexpected emotional response to this post here: http://kimmydavis.blogspot.com/2011/10/unexpected-honesty-authenticity.html

  • Reply Kendra Dawn October 11, 2011 at 4:58 am

    this book is on my “to read” list! 🙂

  • Reply Kendra Dawn October 11, 2011 at 4:59 am

    i’m subscribed!! 😀

  • Reply Robin in New Jersey October 11, 2011 at 7:45 am

    I would love to share this book with my daughters.

  • Reply Jill October 11, 2011 at 9:48 am

    I am enjoying your blog. Hope to go back and read all your writings sometime. Ahhh!!! That would be refreshing and uplifting to me. Thanks for taking the time to write!

  • Reply Marla Y October 11, 2011 at 9:53 am

    I just discovered the 31 Days to Feed Your Soul today. I have been reading through all the posts and they speak so much to me. Thank you so much for putting this on and thank you for the chance to win Emily’s book, “Grace for the Good Girl.” God bless you.
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  • Reply Marla Y October 11, 2011 at 9:54 am

    I subscribed to Faith Barista.
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  • Reply Marla Y October 11, 2011 at 9:57 am

    I shared on Twitter: https://twitter.com/#!/nanatide/status/123803900687024129
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  • Reply Marla Y October 11, 2011 at 9:59 am

    I shared on FB: http://www.facebook.com/marla.yuhas/posts/252805704765704
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  • Reply Katie October 11, 2011 at 6:24 pm

    wow is all I can say. This book looks great.

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