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Choose to Believe You’re Worthy of Happiness

By Bonnie Gray • June 28, 2021 • 3 Comments

Would my mother Ah-Ma come to my wedding? I didn’t know.

One morning, seventeen years ago, I stepped into my Western bridal gown as American Bonnie for our church wedding ceremony, where my husband and I would exchange our vows. Later that night, I changed into my red Chinese wedding silk dress as Asian Bonnie at our wedding banquet.

The traditional silk dress is called cheongsam in the Cantonese dialect spoken in Southern China GuongDong where my parents are from. They escaped to British Hong Kong when the Communist party rose to power during the Cultural Revolution launched by Mao Zedong.

In Mandarin, the silk dress is called chi-pow. Brides wear red to symbolize good fortune and happiness for a new life as a couple.

That day was significant for me. Choosing happiness for myself was very different from the expectations I grew up with. I was taught to focus on the greater good, on what would be helpful and loving for others. Up to that point in my life, most of my life decisions had revolved around making choices for my family — my mother, who was a single mom, and my sister, who was five years younger than me.

I didn’t grow up in a cookie-cutter family that had a mom and dad, so I wondered if I could have the kind of whole-family happiness I’d always longed for. Did I deserve it, or was that selfish?

Happiness was more of an afterthought for me. It was nice when happiness was a part of my experience, as a side benefit to the responsibilities I shouldered. But to choose something simply because it gave me happiness? That seemed too extravagant.

Was I even worth happiness for my own sake if it didn’t serve other people?

So, choosing my husband — a soulmate with whom I’d define happiness together as a couple and later as a family — was a new territory of faith for me…to be continued on (in)courage where I’m posting today.  ​

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  • Reply DEBRA WASHINGTON December 6, 2021 at 5:26 am

    I saw you on Life Today with James and Betty Robinson and I was encouraged to hear about the faithfulness of Father God. Thank you for sharing.

    • Reply Bonnie Gray February 24, 2022 at 3:20 pm

      Thank you Debra for taking time to share your story of healing and so grateful for your words of encouragement!

  • Reply Kristin September 18, 2022 at 12:32 pm

    Bonnie your book spiritual white space has truly helped me heal from PTSD. Thank you for the courage it took to write it.
    Love your sister in Christ
    Kristin

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